Verse 1
An exert from the expert let the techs burst/
My head hurts from the made up violent rhymes/
save us from columbines/
as a kid at 9 i was traumatized born to a ball of lies/
hallways full of vile, trials/
Welcome to the X-files, where snakes walk around with neck ties/
i set my alarm to wake me up to a rodeo a Maury show mixed with crackheads/
who never heard of sodium/
loading most introverted thoughts/
a peverted pops, soda pop and Tupac/
made me to what i am
always up in the A.M. with empty papers/
No vindication, no indication of cooperation/
Let me be another patient, let me be another child on medication/
set for sedation until something Changes/
Chorus x2
Stuck in the same places until something Changes..
Arguing with the same face until something Changes..
The pain and the hope brought Changes..
A bunch of shades of different phases…
Verse 2
Yo, I'm Learning to accept myself/
Dealt with death at a early age/
didn't know i wasn't gonna live for forever days/
another murder case is what i heard the T.V. say/
trapped in nervous rage/
Burning images of the pearly gates/
purity dispersing, impunity from churches/
I'm turning, to a sabotage/
Santa clause gave me my first PS1 my only friends was controller analogs/
Man its hard, to be a brown kid/
to be accounted/
to be downplayed/
to be out here/
The weak-minded they remind me not to get in line with/
all the cool kid bullshitters, all the fucking downtown groupie music hipsters/
Victor is just another body in the Matrix/
Fuck that, I'm making some Changes/
i don't wanna be stuck..
I'm stuck…
Tell em that i'm coming up..
i don't wanna be stuck…
I'm stuck...
Chorus x 2
credits
released May 19, 2017
Lyrics - Victor Mariachi
Production - [izo]
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